⚜Rising Up

It’s been raining here for the past three days and when I woke up this morning in a sleepy stupor I was staring at the skylight windows we have, listening to the rain.

It’s really relaxing, you know?

But then I started wondering why so many people find it relaxing.

I mean obviously, white noise.

But I started wondering if maybe it’s partly evolutionary too? Like the sound of rain against our rooftops reminds us that we have shelter, we have warmth, we have safety…

I’m weird when I’m sleepy okay.

There’s a priest staying in my house tonight. He was here last night too. But tonight he said something at this dinner thing we held at my house and I just…

He said he looked into my eyes and saw that someday I would be a great mother. And I really… I just sometimes feel like that day is so far away. Or will never come at all. I want to find the man I’m going to fall in love with. The one that will love me. The one I’ll make happy, the one I’ll cherish… The one who will make me happy, and cherish me back. The one I can build a loving family with…

I want to fall in love. So bad.

Cleaning out my likes is always a long process. I really should try to remember to just reblog things right away with the right tags. e_e